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So, yesterday was a childhood friend's birthday and he decided to celebrate it today, with none other than a giant birthday bash. The night was going well, until probably the last half hour while I was there.

I have three really good friends. There was a point in my life, where all 4 of us were all really good friends, bum chummy and everythang. And then one liked another, got rejected and held a grudge since (in my opinion anyways). I've spoken to my other good friend about it (remember, there were 3) and he backs up the one that got rejected. Mind you, they're best pals, so I kind of expected him to back him up anyways.

But, I'm best pals with the one that was liked (hehe how confusing is this story) and to be honest, I don't even know what to do anymore. The past few months, I've been hanging out with 2 of them and I'm not saying it was the best thing to do; heck I probably shouldnt' have hung out with the 2 of them to begin with. I'm a person that's fairly big on morals and such; well, I hate lying, cheating etc. I'm a fairly straight up and honest person (I hope). I don't know what to do. It's kind of eating me up inside because the person being left out is such a good friend of mine and she doesn't deserve all this because she didn't do anything wrong!!

I'm done with this; I hate being the middle man. Sigh.

I am slightly tipsy. And slightly emotional. And this is the result of the two.